Lots of changes this past year, this past month... and this past week. Yea, I'll update you soon. :) In my last post, I talked about hitting this emotional low and very unexpectedly - a person crossed a boundary with me and I felt violated. I blew up. Angered. Fuming. Hurt. It came at an inconvenient time too - and with witnesses.
The path of my emotional journey since that post:
Be real. Maybe it's me, maybe it's women in general or people - we're so afraid to emote, to express our true innards, ... and when we do, oh my gosh, the horror. Stop apologizing. We walk through life desensitized and careless - and when you feel/see/hear true emotion, it's shocking, it's embarrassing, ... and our natural instinct is to APOLOGIZE. WHAT THE HELL!? Take ownership. Own your feelings, own your actions, own your mind and body. Put in the time, be respectful, and take care of yourself.
That's where I'm at now.
Good night, friends.